Monday, December 31, 2012

2012 at a Glance!

Overall 2012 was a pretty good year.  We have had a LOT of changes!  A HUGE move overseas, new house, new car, several sad losses, etc., etc., etc.  Goodbye 2012!  May 2013 be a wonderful year for you and your family!  Here is 2012 at a glance.
 
January: We celebrated 8 years of marriage.  We moved from Germany at the end of the month.  Collin started his new job.
 
February: Stayed in furnished rental house while doing lots and lots of house hunting and waiting for our household goods to arrive from overseas.  Celebrated Collin's birthday.  I also joined two mommy groups, The Moms Club and MOPS in town!  Caden started gymnastics again.
 
March: We closed on our new house!  We also visited Collin's parents!
 
April: We went to college station for an Aggies for Christ reunion.  Marisa had her 3rd miscarriage.  =(  We also bought our new SUV.
 
May: We traveled to see Collin's parents.  We also decided to join a church closer to our new house.  This was a very tough decision as we love our friends across town.  Thankfully we have made some great friends at our new church too.
 
June: Marisa turned 30!  Caden turned 3!  Fun birthday parties and we enjoyed our neighborhood's new swimming pool.  I also took Caden to his first movie at a movie theater.  We saw Happy Feet 2!
 
July: We took Caden to his first IMAX film.  We saw Born to Be Wild!  Caden attended his first VBS.  Our church had a day camp and I helped by teaching the lesson.
 
August: We took a trip to see Collin's parents in west Texas and attended Collin's 20th. high school reunion. Marisa went to a MOPS (mother's preschool) convention in Grapevine and saw some friends from Germany and got to know some ladies that live in town better.  Caden went to his first day of preschool at the Ark School.  He has loved preschool this year!
 
September: Collin and I worked together to photograph our first wedding in Austin.  That was the first time we ever spent the night away from Caden.  We took a family vacation to California for Marisa's brother's wedding.  We got to go to Disneyland and enjoyed the beach while we were there as well.  Marisa celebrated being baptized for 20 years!  We also went to our friend's October Fest party which was super fun!  We also started teaching Caden's Sunday school class at church for the quarter.  We had a blast!
 
October: We went to a local apple orchard, Caden had a petting zoo visit his preschool, and we went to a Halloween party a friend's house.  This was the first year we took Caden trick-or-treating.
 
November: Collin went on the Z Experience and had a great time.  We also went to see Collin's parents for Thanksgiving and to help them move.  Caden said the prayer at his school's Thanksgiving feast.  We also visited a cheese farm and chocolate factory.
 
December: Marisa had her 4th. miscarriage at 10 weeks.  :( Caden got to celebrate his first Christmas in Texas with Marisa's family. We had a wonderful Christmas and have so much to be thankful for!  We also bought our first leather couches and a King Tempur-Pedic bed.  I feel truly spoiled!  Hopefully 2013 will bring us lots of nights of good sleep.
 
This year we have made many new friends and have been able to see lots of old friends.  God has blessed us richly with family and friends.  Life is not always easy but it is worth living.  No matter what 2012 has brought to you and your family, whether it has been a great year for you or a challenging one, never give up, always have hope, and always trust God.  Lean on friends and family when you're down.  It's amazing how much impact a good conversation with a friend can be.  Thanks for keeping up with us.  Here's to the new year!

Saturday, December 29, 2012

Christmas 2012

Christmas is one of my favorite holidays.  Although this was a sad month, if we had not lost my 4th pregnancy then our baby would have been born this month. We also ended up losing my 5th pregnancy this month so it was doubly sad. I learned early on that we don't always get what we want for Christmas.  I also know that God has a plan and it's bigger than mine.  Despite the sadness, it was a wonderful holiday and the most important part of it was celebrating Christ's birth and spending time with family.

We realized that we have not spent Christmas in the States since 2007. So the past 4 years we were in Germany. We sure missed our friends from Germany this year as well as visiting all the Christmas markets. However, I think Caden enjoyed his first Christmas in the States and with extended family and overall are so happy to be back. We also were blessed with a white Christmas! Caden was super excited to see the snow Christmas morning. We have not seen snow since the day we left Germany.

This year's newest tradition was starting December 1st, Caden opened one book a day about Christmas until Christmas Day. We read Luke 2 on Christmas. He loved it and so did we. He still has his favorite stories he wants to hear every night before bed but this added to them.

We really enjoyed spending our first Christmas at our new house. We are slowly going to add to our Christmas decorations. Collin decorating outside with candy canes. One of Caden's favorite Christmas stories is The Legend of the Candy Cane. When we saw we could decorate with candy canes we were excited. We even added a mother goose and her two babies. Hopefully next year we'll put lights up on our house and in our bushes once they grow a little more. I think the house looked great.

December has been a fun and busy month. Caden saw Santa Claus three times and Mrs. Claus once. We took him to a Christmas Market in Arlington, my dad took him to see him at the mall, and he visited his school. We don't really emphasize Santa but he knows who he is.

Caden helped me bake lots of cookies. We took some to friends, neighbors, and the people who work at my grandmother's nursing home. He loves helping me cook and bake and I love his help.

We took Caden on a drive to look at Christmas lights and he fell asleep. Hopefully next year we'll do the Christmas Express where we pack hot chocolate and popcorn and take him in his pjs. Collin and I enjoyed the looking at them but wished Caden was awake to see all the beautiful lights everywhere. Thankfully our neighbors did a great job decorating so he got to see those and the ones in my parent's neighborhood.

Christmas Eve we mainly spent the day at home. I cooked a cranberry stuffed, pecan covered pork roast, brussel sprouts, and colorful potatoes for lunch. That evening we went to my parents for a variety of dips and a taco dinner.

Christmas morning Caden woke up and got his new toys. He gets three gifts on Christmas Day just like Jesus got three gifts. He was so excited and has been playing non-stop with all his new toys. Christmas Day was the big family celebration. We were planning on having it at our house this year but with Caden catching the flu last week and me having the miscarriage, my parents thought it was best to host. Everyone had a great time. There were 20 of us and poor Caden was the only kid. One day hopefully he'll have some cousins or a sibling. He had a great time anyway. Being an only child he's used to primarily being around adults.

The only thing that would have made Christmas even better would have been if Collin's parents and families could have joined us and if Grandmother Dot could have joined us.

We hope your family had a wonderful Christmas and a great New Year! Here are lots of pictures from Christmas this year.


He picked his first book to read
Father and son reading together
Baking with Mom
Such a good helper and student!
Best part of baking cookies is eating them!
Look at my gingerbread man!
Some of the cookies we baked and decorated
Christmas Eve morning
Which ones can I open?
Christmas Eve lunch
Night before Christmas
Everything is ready
Christmas morning.  Love my child!
I got a big tool bench!
He also got some musical instruments
The third gift was a scooter!
With my cousin and sister
My parents
Love my husband!
Most of the family, thanks for taking this Collin
Caden and Great Grandmother Charlene
Caden with his granddad and great grandmother
4 generations
We loved all the snow!
I wish our lights were on.  First snow at our new house on Christmas Day!
We loved all the cards from friends and family


This year's Christmas card

Me and Grandmother Dot!


Caden slept in Christmas morning. A true gift to us!
 


Friday, December 21, 2012

3.5 Years!


Pretending to be Joseph holding baby Jesus at Pre-K
I meant to finish this post yesterday but Caden has the flu.  He came home from school on Wednesday and didn't seem to be feeling well.  We took his temperature and it was 102.7!  He hasn't been sick in over a year.  We gave him some Tylenol and it went down.  The next morning I called the doctor.  We went in first thing yesterday morning and she couldn't find anything wrong with him except maybe he had a virus or cold.  She had the nurse come in and test for the flu.  It came back positive.  Bummer!  Overall he is doing well.  Sadly we have to miss seeing his first play at Casa Manana this morning, Twas the Night Before Christmas.  Other than that, I'm hoping for a quick recovery.  The doctor said thankfully since I came in so soon, he may not have it as bad as if I would have waited.  With Christmas in a few days, I don't want to take any chances.
 
It's been too long since I did a Caden update.  He is now officially 3.5 years old.  My little baby boy is growing up so fast.  Since we went to the doctor today, I have his stats.  He now weighs 34 lbs and is 41.75 inches tall.

We have really been enjoying the 3s.  Of course there are days when his energy and defiantness can wear on us.  But overall he is such a joy that all difficulties are quickly forgotten.

One of the most fun things we've experienced over the last 6 months is seeing how much his imagination has expanded.  He loves make believe and pretending things.   For example, for about a month or so he's been pretending off and on that he's a cat.  He also has nicknamed Collin, Lion, and me, Rooster.  We tried getting him to change my name to Lioness but he insists on Rooster, I'm not going to emphasize that a Rooster is a male chicken or insist on being called a Hen or Chicken, so I've just gone with it.  It's hilarious how he'll walk to breakfast like a cat, he sometimes answers questions with a meow, and other times insists that I call him Cat, not Caden.  It's funny when he says something like, "no, Caden won't do that but the cat will do that."  Then he proceeds to do what ever it is we asked him to do.  This actually seems to work pretty well.  Cat is very helpful and very good at picking up toys and helping Rooster. 

His vocabulary and language development have really taken off.  Collin loves watching this especially since he's such a language guy.  Caden can now tell us the difference between English, Spanish, and German.  In fact, he prefers, like his mom, to be spoken to in English.  
 
Lately Caden has stopped calling me Mommy and calls me Mom.  He also started calling Collin, Dad, instead of Daddy.  The first few times it caught me off guard because I thought, who told you to call me that.  I think he just started doing this naturally and is part of growing up.
 
Caden also has great problem solving skills.  He wants to find solutions to problems and will give us an example of a problem and then ask us what the solution would be.  Or he'll tell us that he knows the solution to the problem and tell us how to solve it.  Collin and I have both been very impressed with this.  For example, he loves eggs, especially hard boiled eggs.  He'll say, "what is the problem with this raw egg?  And what is the solution?"  We'll ask him what is the problem and solution.  He'll say, "the problem is this egg is raw and needs to cook.  The solution is that it is cooked and needs to be cut and then we can put some mayonnaise on it to make it sweet."  This is his explanation, not ours.  Not sure where he got the idea that mayonnaise makes something sweet but it doesn't enhance the flavor of eggs.

Caden sometimes insists on reading to me instead of me reading to him.  He knows a good number of words but I think he mainly reads from memory.  We point to the words on some of his favorite stories and he says the word as he reads it but I'm not sure if he would read some of the words in a different setting.  Although a good number of words he'll spell in a "spelling bee" type setting.  I'll ask him to spell a word and he'll say it then spell it.  We don't play this game that often because he seems to naturally pick up words and I don't want to push reading too early.  Although I know he could easily read some simple books with three and four letter words.  He sounds out his letters pretty well but also has an amazing memory and seems to just memorize words as well.
 
His favorite book right now is "The Story for Children" which is made up of lots of stories from the Bible.  One of his favorite Bible stories is David and Goliath.  I think because it's about a young boy who fights a giant and with God's help wins.  Caden also loves to hear about Ruth and Boaz and Samson and talking about Samson knocking over all the pillars.
 
We're enjoying watching Caden's faith grow as well.  He loves saying the prayer at meals, he even said the prayer for his class at their Thanksgiving Feast.  He talks about how he's going to be a humble leader and knows a number of church songs.  He has never wanted to go to children's worship, which is new to us since returning to the States.  So we keep him with us during worship.  When we take communion he'll say when he gets baptized he gets to have a chip.  As you know, those are not chips but it's kind of funny.  Overall he does really well in worship and likes to sing the songs he knows and at times has even kept singing when everyone else has stopped.  :)  Thankfully only the people directly around us can hear him since our church is pretty big.

Some of Caden's favorite toys haven't really changed but he plays with them differently or like an older child would.  He still loves trains, cars, Lego's and blocks, and playing in the kitchen helping me cook.  He loves his cooking toys and "cooking" for me and using his tools.  He also still loves taking apart toys and unscrewing things to take the batteries out then putting it back together to fix them.  He is very good at taking the tires off of his bike trailer and putting them back on.  He also is quite the climber and seems to have no fear at times.  He is full of energy and enthusiasm.

A few favorites at a glance:
Color: Blue! Blue is such a big hit that he even insists on having a blue straw everytime he has a drink!
Songs: He loves just about every church song, his favorite being "Bless The Lord."  He also loves "This Old Man" and "The First Noel."
TV Show: "Peep," "Swiss Family Robertson," and "Hermie and Friends."
Food: Oatmeal, just about every kind of fruit, chocolate, waffles, any kind of candy if he can get his hands on it, chicken, pizza, broccoli, cheese, tomotoes, sweet potatoes, lentils, carrots, PJs sandwiches, beans, and rice.
Books: Every night he wants us to read one more more stories from The Story for Little Ones, George Shrinks, and Harrold and the Purple Crayon.
Activities: Going to church and preschool.  Playing with other kids, going to the park, museum, zoo, and playing in the backyard.  Climbing anything and everything.  Helping Mom in the kitchen.  Playing games with Mom and Dad.  He also likes playing ball,  Inside activities include playing play-doh, building awesome cities and things with train tracks, duplo legos, and building things with blocks. He also loves pretending to be different animals.
Best friends from preschool: Daphane, Quentin, and Dillon.  Quentin goes to church with us.  He typically gets along with just about everyone.

Collin and I love being parents and love Caden very much.  He brings us so much joy and happiness.  We love watching him grow and learn.  Everyday I feel so blessed that my main job right now is being a Mom.

Here are some recent precious pictures.



Breakfast with Santa, sitting with Daphane and Quentin at school
Mrs. Claus came to school too.  She was very entertaining!
He recently wanted to lay on the nail bed at the museum
Caden and Santa
Our Christmas Tree
Helping Mop, he actually loves this chore

This was taken yesterday on his half birthday. 
Even when he's not feeling well, he's still a happy kid!
 



Saturday, December 15, 2012

Heartbroken

Wednesday, December 12, 2012

Christmas Card Holder

I was browsing the internet the other night for ideas to hold Christmas cards.  I saw a triangle with elastic and thought it looked cute.  Given that I don't have any sewing abilities and could not find my hot glue gun, I decided to create something similar using good old fashion duct tape.

I took a box from Amazon.


Cut it into a Christmas tree shape


Used duct tape to reinforce my tree design.  Noticed I almost used the whole box.  I only had two pieces leftover.


Found some green fabric from years ago that I bought when I was taking a sewing class at JoAnn's.


Laid the fabric over the box and cut and taped it into place.  Here's the front.


Here's the back.  Don't worry, nobody will see this but us. :)


I got some elastic.


I used every bit of it to make "holders" on the tree to hold all the wonderful Christmas cards we'll receive this year.  I wish I had a little more but I think it turned out fine.


Here's my Christmas Tree Christmas Card Holder.  I'm not sure how long it will last but I think it turned out pretty good for a non-crafty person.  The best part about it, it was practically free since I already had everything I needed.  If you were to make this you could probably make it for less than $5!  That's a deal!  It took me a little over an hour with help from my 3-year old.

Saturday, December 8, 2012

Prayer Request

Matthew 19:26: Jesus looked at them and said, “With man this is impossible, but with God all things are possible.”

 
Like I mentioned in my Thanksgiving post, I am pregnant.  I am now 9 weeks along.  As you can see from the picture above, taken this past week, my baby is continuing to grow next to the placenta.  The placenta is the circle and the bean is my baby.  For those of you that know me, I am high risk.  This is my 5th pregnancy since Caden was born.  Caden is a true gift from God as I had no problems with him and only took a prenatal vitamin.  Since then I have discovered I have lots of different things going on not in my favor.  The only thing in my favor is that I can get pregnant, which being low on progesterone is apparently pretty amazing.  Thankfully during pregnancy I can take supplements for that, also meds for the blood clotting disorder I have, and folic acid supplements.  The biggest challenge my body faces is that I have a lovely genetic disorder called a Balanced Translocation.  Only about 1% of the population have this.  My chromosome 6 and 10 are switched.  This only causes problems when trying to having a baby.  The specialist told me last spring that every pregnancy I have I have a 50/50 chance of having a successful pregnancy.  A few weeks ago she said I have less than a 50/50 chance of having a successful pregnancy.  But I know with God all things are possible.
 
I have had 4 sonograms so far.  I have gone to the doctor once a week since I was 4 weeks pregnant.  It gets tiring.  On the positive, the baby is growing and we see this every week.  He/she has been measuring a little over a week behind since the beginning, so this isn't new.  The positive is that every week he/she is continuing to grow.  The concern is that they still have been unable to detect a heartbeat.  After my perinatologist appointment two weeks ago, that doctor told me if my Hgc levels were not rising then we should schedule a D&C since there was no heartbeat.  Well, guess what Doctor?  My Hgc levels are still rising.  They rose over 20,000 in those two days and the baby is still growing.  When I saw my doctor last week, she said we should talk about my options if there was still no heartbeat.  I went to get a sonogram and sadly there still is no heartbeat, however, the baby is still growing.  How is this possible?  I don't know but I will say, God has a plan.  The sonographer told me on Wednesday that this is when she really hates her job.  She doesn't have much hope.  I'm honestly sometimes struggling with hope.  However, the other night when I was getting ready for bed Matthew 19:26 came to mind, "with God all things are possible."  We have a lot of people praying for us and I ask for prayers from you too.  God can perform a miracle.  My baby's heart could be beating right now.  The only thing I know is that God is the Master Physician.  Please pray that God breathes life into my child.  That next week the medical community is amazed.  To give hope to others that may be too quick to make a decision to end a pregnancy.  This is a great website with lots of wonderful stories about babies born to women who were told that their baby would not make it. http://www.misdiagnosedmiscarriage.com/
 
Please pray what you feel your heart leads you to pray.  Collin, Caden, and I would love to welcome this baby into our arms next July.  I know God can give us this child.  I also know God's will is sometimes different than ours.  Please pray for this child and peace for my family.  I go back to get another sonogram next Thursday.  I would LOVE to hear a heartbeat and to see the faces of the sonographer and doctors.  I know this is possible.  We know the baby is there and is still growing!  Not all babies grow by the book.  I told the nurse Thursday when she asked me what I wanted to do, I said, "I want to have another sonogram next week.  How can God work a miracle if I end the opportunity for Him to do so."  She said, "that sounds like a good choice.  Let's schedule you for another sonogram next week."  With God ALL things are possible!